pique and pretension

CHAPTER IV
(volume ii)
Emma
Jane Austen

     Human nature is so well disposed towards those who are in interesting situations, that a young person, who either marries or dies, is sure of being kindly spoken of.

     A week had not passed since Miss Hawkins's name was first mentioned in Highbury, before she was, by some means or other, discovered to have every recommendation of person and mind; to be handsome, elegant, highly accomplished, and perfectly amiable:  and when Mr. Elton himself arrived to triumph in his happy prospects, and circulate the fame of her merits, there was very little more for him to do, than to tell her Christian name, and say whose music she principally played.

     Mr. Elton returned, a very happy man.  He had gone away rejected and mortified -- disappointed in a very sanguine hope, after a series of what appeared to him strong encouragement; and not only losing the right lady, but finding himself debased to the level of a very wrong one.  

He had gone away deeply offended -- he came back engaged to another -- and to another as superior, of course, to the first, as under such circumstances what is gained always is to what is lost.  

He came back gay and self-satisfied, eager and busy, caring nothing for Miss Woodhouse, and defying Miss Smith.

     The charming Augusta Hawkins, in addition to all the usual advantages of perfect beauty and merit, was in possession of an independent fortune, of so many thousands as would always be called ten; a point of some dignity, as well as some convenience:  

the story told well; he had not thrown himself away -- he had gained a woman of 10,000 pounds or thereabouts; and he had gained her with such delightful rapidity -- the first hour of introduction had been so very soon followed by distinguishing notice; 

the history which he had to give Mrs. Cole of the rise and progress of the affair was so glorious -- 

the steps so quick, 

from the accidental rencontre, to the dinner at Mr. Green's, and the party at Mrs. Brown's -- smiles and blushes rising in importance -- with consciousness and agitation richly scattered -- the lady had been so easily impressed -- so sweetly disposed -- had in short, to use a most intelligible phrase, been so very ready to have him, that vanity and prudence were equally contented.

     He had caught both substance and shadow -- both fortune and affection, and was just the happy  man he ought to be; talking only of himself and his own concerns -- expecting to be congratulated -- ready to be laughed at -- and, with cordial, fearless smiles, now addressing all the young ladies of the place, to whom, a few weeks ago, he would have been more cautiously gallant.

     ... During his present short stay, Emma had barely seen him; but just enough to feel that the first meeting was over, and to give her the impression of his not being improved by the mixture of pique and pretension, now spread over his air.  

She was, in fact, beginning very much to wonder that she had ever thought him pleasing at all; and his sight was so inseparably connected with some very disagreeable feelings, that, except in a moral light, as a penance, a lesson, a source of profitable humiliation to her own mind, she would have been thankful to be assured of never seeing him again.  

She wished him very well; but he gave her pain, and his welfare twenty miles off would administer most satisfaction.

     The pain of his continued residence in Highbury, however, must certainly be lessened by his marriage.  Many vain solicitudes would be prevented -- many awkwardnesses smoothed by it.  A Mrs. Elton would be an excuse for any change of intercourse; former intimacy might sink without remark.  It would be almost beginning their life of civility again.


     Of the lady, individually, Emma thought very little.  She was good enough for Mr. Elton, no doubt....

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